Turn off mind, relax & float down. So, this is it:

“Be patient!”

“Be though!”

“Positive thingking!”

“These troubles will be over soon.”

Oh gosh I know all troubles will be over then. I know I have to be patient and though and lalala what else the other positive words. But you’re not in my position. Not that easy buddies.. Oh I don’t know why I said this, why I wrote this. Maybe I feel sucks with all the words for now. Maybe too much thoughts in my mind. Too much shadows and colours. Sometimes I feel like no one understands me. They didn’t know how deep I depressed. How big the problems that I have to face. Yeah this is all back to myself. Who can contol ourselves is ourselves. Oh God.. help me, forgive me.