November 2011
1 post
#singing
…I’ve got a lot things to learn
Said “I would and I’ll be leaving one day, before my heart starts to burn.”
So what’s the matter with you? Sing me something new.. Don’t you know the cold and wind and rain don’t know, they only seem to come and go away Times are hard when things have got no meaning. I’ve found a key upon the floor, maybe you...
October 2011
1 post
I saw some chambers there. The doors were open. But some of them were closed. I didn’t recognize people there. I just walked around. But they were staring at me. Suspicious eyes. Curious head. And noisy whisper.. But I don’t care. Don’t even care. I just walked straight ahead. Only me know the secret heart.
03/10/11
August 2011
1 post
7 tags
June 2011
5 posts
No matter how far life pushes you down, no matter...
April 2011
1 post
singing :
There’s a love that transcends All that we’ve known of ourselves And I’ll wait for it to come I’ll wait for it to come Well it’s got to be strong to touch my heart Through its shell And I’ll wait for it to come I’ll wait for it to come..
~coffee-copeland
August 2010
1 post
“GIIIIIIIIIILLLLLAAAAAAAAAA LLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!”
July 2010
7 posts
Simple. →
I wish that when I was younger I could have met my current self. We would have sat down at a coffee shop so that I could explain life to young me in terms that only we would understand. It would have saved me a lot of hardship.
You can listen to all the sage wisdom you want, but things only make…
What’s mine is yours to leave or take What’s mine is yours to make your own
Who I am? Who I’m not? And who I wanna be?
Goes left, stay right.
Lay down a list of what is wrong
Where did I go wrong?
sing, think, sink..
There are places I remember All my life though some have changed Some forever not for better Some have gone and some remain All these places had their moments With lovers and friends I still can recall Some are dead and some are living In my life I’ve loved them all But of all these friends and lovers There is no one compares with you And these memories lose their meaning When I...
June 2010
1 post
June 25, 2010 at 3:18 am, by sms.
Behind bars,
I sat through iron
my mind covered with clouds
Say the magic spell
and honey you’ll be my cure
Help me out from this grey cloud
Oh honey take me
to the happy time we belong
Behind bars,
let me,
take me,
or leave me
Fuck
I don’t need any seasons with you
We have all the time in the world
I don’t care
I do envy
...
May 2010
2 posts
April 2010
21 posts
“you care what you love not what loves you back”
Beastie Boys: What Comes Around
Even if you were a million miles away I could still feel you in my bed near me, touch me, feel me And even in the bottom of the sea I can still hear inside my head Telling me, touch me, feel me
So tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without you I’m gonna hold on to the times that we had
Tonight I’m gonna find a way to make it without...
?,!.
“Be patient!”
“Be though!”
“Positive thingking!”
“These troubles will be over soon.”
Oh gosh I know all troubles will be over then. I know I have to be patient and though and lalala what else the other positive words. But you’re not in my position. Not that easy buddies.. Oh I don’t know why I said this, why I wrote this. Maybe I feel...
Eror.
Akhir2 ini: salah ngomong. salah tingkah sendiri. kalo ngobrol salah sebut nama orang. nggak konsentrasi. males ngapa2in. kalo ngomong seperlunya. tiba2 ketawa sendiri. kebanyakan bengong. gimana nih ya. capek dech. jadi gila deh gw. eror otak.
“Haste makes waste.”
“EVERYONE HAS A SECRET.”
March 2010
4 posts
Cancerian.
LIKES
Hobbies
Romance
Children
Home and Country
Parties
DISLIKES
Aggravating situations
Failure
Opposition
Being told what to do ;)
Advice (good or bad)
Many people around who care & support.
nuansa says:
how to get out omongan2 mreka dr pikiran gw ya
jamilla says:
hmm.. yah klo wkt gw dl sih awal2 emg berat bgt dngerin omongan2 keluarga
jamilla says:
tp yaa lama2 gw brusaha terima aja omongan mereka
jamilla says:
ikhlasin aja sambil brusaha bwt jd lbh baik tunjukin ke mereka bhw gw ga seburuk itu
jamilla says:
tp semua emg bth proses lo berdua hrs slg support ya
nuansa says:
yg penting ngga panas balik aja kan, jd ya emg posisi ini tuh diliat sebagai suatu kesalahan jd gw emg hrs iya2 trima aja gt kan ya..
jamilla says:
iya, lo yakinin aja dl diri lo bhw org yg prnah bwt salah ky kita gt, bukan brarti akan salah terus
nuansa says:
dan yg pasti gw harus melanjutkan kuliah, mreka akan mempermasalahkan kuliah gw bgt
jamilla says:
nah itu dia kuncinya, lo buktiin di kuliah lo ya
nuansa says:
iya mil.. hadehhh.. this is really hard bgt deh
nuansa says:
tp gw tau its only the beginning..
Perhaps I am not ready to cope with this, but I am happy and will try to give all the best.
February 2010
33 posts
“I think I hate when people say I am spoiled, joking or not, it sucks, seems like...”
only god knows why
I get behind myself I need to rewind myself Lookin’ for the payback listen for the playback
I take too many pills It helps to ease the pain
People don’t know bout the things I say and do They don’t understand about the shit that I’ve been through
Maybe I forgot all the things I’ve missed Oh somehow I know there’s more to life than this
You get what you...
